last month of 2013

The last month of 2013.
It had been one month ago since last post.

I have restart a relationship with my boyfriend which is the one breakup in June.  I couldn't tell is it anything change between us , but I do realized I really love him after six monthssingle time.

I had been try to let the old memory go and said I'll never ever have romantic feeling to this guy
again.  All the thought disappear when he ask to go back together , all the efforts I put into before
seem like nothing work.   I just like a teenage girl fall in love again.  

No matter its gonna be better or worse , we are couple now and I feel happy about this even his
behavior still make me worry.  I decide go to the class in Dec for find out what's in my mind and
figure out present problem , hope this will help me more understand the whole thing around my life
and go to the place where I want to go.

I do love him , therefor I need a solution to make myself without fear.  I can do this !  I 'll make my
family and the person I love have better life.
God bless me!